Hit me June 15, 2024

July 02, 2024

She's posting on Facebook again not that she ever stopped I simply didn't have access to the inner workings and still don't.

what she's posting now is on the outer most page that anyone can access
early on these videos mostly referred to her Joy at being able to ride and how she and her steed are healing together
in one of her YouTube videos she briefly mentioned injuring her leg back in 2019 for which she has been receiving treatments
several weeks ago she reinjured the lake when she dismounted badly her seed is also recovering from some injury I did not catch and so each ride outside or inside the stable is part of a slow recovery process and a celebration of the joy they share together
her most recent post on Facebook took a larger step in revealing the current conditions of her life saying she in commemorating 3 years of sobriety and echo of what she went through back in 2013 after her recovery from cancer only this effort today seems more sincere and not based on the fear of how close she came to dying
she does not seem to want to impress anyone now as she did then and if she is sending a message the current one is less odious than when she was convincing people of how clean she was in 2013 as if then needing to cover her tracks
now as then she seems to be in the process of reinventing yourself though we get none of the symbolic acts from back then such as pouring the contents of a bottle of wine down the kitchen sink if she is sending a message I have no clue as to whom yet it is a positive message and more hopeful than in the past she is on the mend and more than one way