We wake and it is a new year, more than just a turn of calendar
page or tick of the clock – each new year bringing its own litany of changes we
can’t possibly predict or expect, and so, we hope for the best as we toss off
the blankets, make our coffee, and act as if all will be as it once was,
knowing it will all be different, only different in a way we may not be
prepared to accept – not number of resolutions can halt the new revolution that
makes time for us, or those that burn our world into turmoil We can only accept
it will occur and deal with it the best we can.
She posted a video explaining much of it yesterday, but not everything. In fact, she made a point of not explaining the exact reasons for her moving, except to say that it had been mounting for a while and came to a head suddenly and sooner than she expected. She wasn’t crying; yet it felt like she wanted to. She didn’t say why exactly she chose to go back to that part of New York State where she previously lived, except to say even though NY is expensive, it is cheaper than where she is living currently – hinting that part of the motivation may be financial. She also pointed out that her family lives in the area (somewhat south, but easier to reach than from where she is now.) But she deliberately did not go into the gritty details of the rest, which if judged by the pattern of her life, may involve a ruined romance. I don’t think this has anything to do with me or my decade old journal that I have been posting, but I stopped posting – at least tempo...
“Life is what happens to you when you’re busy making other plans,” says a paraphrase of a John Lennon song, who stole the saying from a poet whose name I have forgotten. This is never so true as to the events going on with the federal government these days as the new administration makes massive cuts to funding of not-for-profits and other organizations. Just when you think life is secure, when you have all your ducks in a row (as the old cliché goes), something mucks up the works (another cliché) and you end up scrambling to put your life back together, but don’t quite yet know how. Although correct in theory, the idea of reducing the work force has an unexpected impact on the people involved. People make plans; they assume they can get on with their lives securely. They believe that if they had put enough time into their careers, they will be rewarded, and perhaps get on pursuing their own interest, dreams they had since childhood for the first time poss...
She's posting on Facebook again not that she ever stopped I simply didn't have access to the inner workings and still don't . what she's posting now is on the outer most page that anyone can access early on these videos mostly referred to her Joy at being able to ride and how she and her steed are healing together in one of her YouTube videos she briefly mentioned injuring her leg back in 2019 for which she has been receiving treatments several weeks ago she reinjured the lake when she dismounted badly her seed is also recovering from some injury I did not catch and so each ride outside or inside the stable is part of a slow recovery process and a celebration of the joy they share together her most recent post on Facebook took a larger step in revealing the current conditions of her life saying she in commemorating 3 years of sobriety and echo of what she went through back in 2013 after her recovery from cancer only this effort today seems more sincere and not b...
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